It’s very weird to want food again. I still feel sick but not as sick as before and I actually want to eat food. I never thought I would miss feeling so sick but I do. Also since the surgery my stomach is extremely swollen which seems like just a dirty trick.
God spoke to me today through a song. I was fixing to get out of the truck at the store after work and the first few words of a song got my attention. By just those words it was obvious that it was about a lady who had lost a baby. The verses talked about how each month she remembered how far along she would have been at that point and how when her due date came she remembered that was suppose to be the day. The chorus kept repeating "I know you don't understand and I know you question why, but it was best for me to be in God's hands." I immediately felt God speaking to me and began to weap peaceful tears. I wanted to know the name of the song and find the lyrics. So I called the radio station and described it to them. They searched and said they had never heard of it. So we searched yahoo, google, you tube, and itunes in every way possible for it - still no luck. So if any of you know this song please let me know. But I believe without a doubt that God spoke to me in a song just for me and I have peace knowing that "It was best for you two to be in God's hands" and we will hold both of you in heaven.
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